Oh Iggy,
Hello baby love. What a few weeks it has been. You are over two pounds and almost the size of a ruler! You are turning somersaults in my tummy, it's so crazy. I can start to feel you under my ribs now. You are definitely a night owl like your papa. Just when I feel like I'm starting to get the hang of things it all changes! I am so thankful for you though and know you are born out of purity, love, and humility. Last Sunday was Mother's Day. Super odd considering I got a lot of, "Happy Almost Mother's Day!". I'm also realizing for me you are my son and I am already your mother even though our eyes have not yet met. But for your dad he becomes your dad when your eyes meet. Something I've had to adjust to but none of that will matter once you're here.
I've been feeling very good and I hope you feel that. I've felt very loved and surrounded in that love. This verse has recently hit me when I've needed the assurance: "He who pursues righteousness and love finds life, prosperity, and honor." Proverbs 21:21 What an incredible reminder that sometimes through our hard choices we are revealed the gifts of the Lord. I hope my choices only help you.
Tonight we are going to listen to your father's band, Soft Reeds, play a show. Hopefully all goes well. The last show we got a little sick but hopefully this show since we're past the nausea we can just push through exhaustion. Tomorrow I have hair for a wedding, cutting hair next two weeks then your Leitner grandparents will be arriving. I'm really looking forward to their arrival. Also it's Grandma Smith's birthday. It's basically been a month of celebrating : )
This week I'm praying for perseverance and humility. I have a lot of growing to do. I hope you feel safe and loved. I hope you feel warmth and hope. "For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well" Psalm 139:13-14. This verse is something we all need to be reminded of often. I love you and can't wait to hold you.
With love,
Mommy
Friday, May 14, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
23 weeks
Hey Ig,
We are 23 weeks Iggy boo. It's been a roller coaster of a week but nonetheless good. I find myself sometimes getting into a rut of sorts missing friends and feeling like being pregnant means you can't do a lot of things. I took a leap of faith though and was vulnerable about this and with the help of Daddy decided that's a choice of mine and I don't have to feel that way. I'm sorry if you have felt my loneliness at times or felt like I was sad. I wish I could only be happy all of the time so that in some sort of care-bear stare way you will innately always be happy. Unfortunately life does not work that way but that's ok. I guess I have to remember Jesus wasn't always happy but he had faith everything was ok and His Father was taking care of Him.
This week you met baby Kai and loved him I might add. I feel you will be great friends. This summer you'll also meet Lincoln and Wilson, they're your cousins, sort of, not really but sure you're cousins. It's weird to think I'm planning out your friendships. Hmm, sorry. Be friends with whomever you want! That sounds a little crazy in itself. We'll have the friend talk when you're older. Friends are great = ) I have some of the most amazing friends. One of my best friends, Jenny, will be getting married this November. We are going dress shopping Saturday. Brace yourself love, I'm very good at this bridal gown shopping event. It used to be my specialty, trade (what not).
You are kicking so much now. I'm so glad your daddy can feel you kick. This morning he introduced you to Hillsong (what we listen to in the car a lot) and you kicked so much. I think it made him really happy to feel you reacting to the music. Daddy is an amazing musician. God has blessed him with the gift to sing well and play multiple instruments. Hopefully he'll play for you a lot.
Well bugger I fell in love with you even more this week. I'm so happy for us. I'm not sure what the next year holds for us but I know it's full of great things. I'll leave you with this verse, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5. Through your dad I was really reminded of this verse this week. I love you Iggy so so so much.
Love,
Your Mum
We are 23 weeks Iggy boo. It's been a roller coaster of a week but nonetheless good. I find myself sometimes getting into a rut of sorts missing friends and feeling like being pregnant means you can't do a lot of things. I took a leap of faith though and was vulnerable about this and with the help of Daddy decided that's a choice of mine and I don't have to feel that way. I'm sorry if you have felt my loneliness at times or felt like I was sad. I wish I could only be happy all of the time so that in some sort of care-bear stare way you will innately always be happy. Unfortunately life does not work that way but that's ok. I guess I have to remember Jesus wasn't always happy but he had faith everything was ok and His Father was taking care of Him.
This week you met baby Kai and loved him I might add. I feel you will be great friends. This summer you'll also meet Lincoln and Wilson, they're your cousins, sort of, not really but sure you're cousins. It's weird to think I'm planning out your friendships. Hmm, sorry. Be friends with whomever you want! That sounds a little crazy in itself. We'll have the friend talk when you're older. Friends are great = ) I have some of the most amazing friends. One of my best friends, Jenny, will be getting married this November. We are going dress shopping Saturday. Brace yourself love, I'm very good at this bridal gown shopping event. It used to be my specialty, trade (what not).
You are kicking so much now. I'm so glad your daddy can feel you kick. This morning he introduced you to Hillsong (what we listen to in the car a lot) and you kicked so much. I think it made him really happy to feel you reacting to the music. Daddy is an amazing musician. God has blessed him with the gift to sing well and play multiple instruments. Hopefully he'll play for you a lot.
Well bugger I fell in love with you even more this week. I'm so happy for us. I'm not sure what the next year holds for us but I know it's full of great things. I'll leave you with this verse, "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5. Through your dad I was really reminded of this verse this week. I love you Iggy so so so much.
Love,
Your Mum
Saturday, April 17, 2010
22 weeks
Iggy bop,
Hi sweet honey bee. We are now 22 weeks. This week has been tough. Total I have gained about 17 pounds clocking me in at 125. Not a lot of my clothes fit which would be ok but adding a bunch of bug bites and pale skin, insecurity has stepped in. Sorry, I know that seems silly and if it were you experiencing the same thing I'd tell you you were beautiful no matter what, handsome excuse me. Looking past the insecurity we are extremely blessed as a family. It looks like we are getting the flea junk in control. Our friend, Taylor, is going to work on our yard planting grass and such which supposedly helps. Also, Mr. Leitner has created his own concoction to take care of existing house fleas along with everything we could possibly buy from whole foods to stay away from any chemicals that might harm you. After washing every piece of clothing (something I don't like to do) we'll get the pups taken care of.
Your dad's been working so hard this week to get the building ready and also finish up at Huffts Projects. I"ve been able to bring him lunch and today we had a nice talk about you. We pray that you receive the best gifts from us which I think every parent hopes for. Of course I don't wish my faults upon you. I've never been a clean kid in a sense. I wouldn't like to think I'm the stinky kid from Charlie Brown where the cloud of dust particles follows him around...Pig-Pen. His name is Pig-Pen. Anyways, I don't enjoy cleaning house or washing clothes. However, I love a clean kitchen and a clean salon. I don't mind cleaning while getting paid. Your dad is really good at cleaning. He "see's" stuff I don't like dust or dirty floors, ha. He's had to learn to be very patient through my cleaning transition. Hopefully you get his cleaning gene.
I was fortunate to talk to my good friend Hattie today. I had a beautiful dream about her life. I hope this is a gift of mine you do receive. I'm happy I was able to talk to her today to tell her about the dream. She said it brought tears to her eyes and she would have peace the rest of the day hearing the news. In my dream I basically told her she was able, she was chosen, and she was blessed. It's crazy though because of the way those three things came out. First, she was resigning from her job which is happening in real life and I told her she was chosen to work at Standard. That she was chosen over others but particularly over a Able (a boy in the dream). I told her she was chosen and she was wanted, "more than able" over and over. As I was telling her this we were eating lunch (still in the dream) and there was a third person with us. It was neither a male or female, with white long hair. They were beautiful. We never spoke to it but knew their presence all the same. I feel like this was an angel letting Hattie know she was blessed in her decision. Just my interpretation but nonetheless a pretty cool dream. I've had a few with Hattie in them, she is very special to me. She also has an amazing husband named Daniel. He married your dad and I.
Despite insecurities, money setbacks, and fleas we still have each other and know the Lord is taking care of us. Iggy baby I pray you will be blessed with more gifts I can comprehend. I pray you have a forgiving heart and a passion for good. I pray the Devil has no presence in your life. I pray you always feel safe, loved, protected, and joyful.
This verse makes me think of your dad, go figure, "But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps I have kept to his way without turning aside." Job 23:10-11
All my love,
Mommy
Hi sweet honey bee. We are now 22 weeks. This week has been tough. Total I have gained about 17 pounds clocking me in at 125. Not a lot of my clothes fit which would be ok but adding a bunch of bug bites and pale skin, insecurity has stepped in. Sorry, I know that seems silly and if it were you experiencing the same thing I'd tell you you were beautiful no matter what, handsome excuse me. Looking past the insecurity we are extremely blessed as a family. It looks like we are getting the flea junk in control. Our friend, Taylor, is going to work on our yard planting grass and such which supposedly helps. Also, Mr. Leitner has created his own concoction to take care of existing house fleas along with everything we could possibly buy from whole foods to stay away from any chemicals that might harm you. After washing every piece of clothing (something I don't like to do) we'll get the pups taken care of.
Your dad's been working so hard this week to get the building ready and also finish up at Huffts Projects. I"ve been able to bring him lunch and today we had a nice talk about you. We pray that you receive the best gifts from us which I think every parent hopes for. Of course I don't wish my faults upon you. I've never been a clean kid in a sense. I wouldn't like to think I'm the stinky kid from Charlie Brown where the cloud of dust particles follows him around...Pig-Pen. His name is Pig-Pen. Anyways, I don't enjoy cleaning house or washing clothes. However, I love a clean kitchen and a clean salon. I don't mind cleaning while getting paid. Your dad is really good at cleaning. He "see's" stuff I don't like dust or dirty floors, ha. He's had to learn to be very patient through my cleaning transition. Hopefully you get his cleaning gene.
I was fortunate to talk to my good friend Hattie today. I had a beautiful dream about her life. I hope this is a gift of mine you do receive. I'm happy I was able to talk to her today to tell her about the dream. She said it brought tears to her eyes and she would have peace the rest of the day hearing the news. In my dream I basically told her she was able, she was chosen, and she was blessed. It's crazy though because of the way those three things came out. First, she was resigning from her job which is happening in real life and I told her she was chosen to work at Standard. That she was chosen over others but particularly over a Able (a boy in the dream). I told her she was chosen and she was wanted, "more than able" over and over. As I was telling her this we were eating lunch (still in the dream) and there was a third person with us. It was neither a male or female, with white long hair. They were beautiful. We never spoke to it but knew their presence all the same. I feel like this was an angel letting Hattie know she was blessed in her decision. Just my interpretation but nonetheless a pretty cool dream. I've had a few with Hattie in them, she is very special to me. She also has an amazing husband named Daniel. He married your dad and I.
Despite insecurities, money setbacks, and fleas we still have each other and know the Lord is taking care of us. Iggy baby I pray you will be blessed with more gifts I can comprehend. I pray you have a forgiving heart and a passion for good. I pray the Devil has no presence in your life. I pray you always feel safe, loved, protected, and joyful.
This verse makes me think of your dad, go figure, "But he knows the way that I take; when he has tested me, I will come forth as gold. My feet have closely followed his steps I have kept to his way without turning aside." Job 23:10-11
All my love,
Mommy
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Fleas Bite
Hey Iggy boo,
Today your dad replaced my radiator on my Jeep. Yeah, he can do that. He does all kinds of things. One day I came home and he tiled our entire kitchen. He's so gifted. I pray you are blessed with these gifts. My dad's just like this, too, so I'm sure you'll be blessed with such.
It was 81 degrees today. If only we could just go to the beach! We just chilled as he changed the radiator outside of our building. We own a pretty cool building that your dad is fixing up for us. He blesses homeless guys by giving them work in exchange for a little cash/food. He treats them fair and tells them about Jesus and prays for them. Yeah, your dad is that cool. We might live in the building with you or sell it. Whatever happens, happens. We would love to sell it and pay off debt and invest again but we'll see.
We waited on the water guy to come out to turn on our water since 8am. He finally came at 4. Kind of annoying, very annoying to your dad. The pups have fleas which bit me! Sorry if you have to listen to me itch and complain about flea bites. They are the best pups though. Not sure what they will think of you but you'll love them. They are so big and love us so much. Hampton always makes sure I'm ok. Brixton won't leave your pops sight. She's in love with him, I have to pry her away sometimes, ha.
Today has been such a good day. I love being around your dad. Even when he was working and busy and at time frustrated ; ) I just love him so much. You'll see why in a few months; well, comprehend it in a few years ; ) Tuesdays are my day off during the week. I do hair in case you've not figured that out yet. Its a really cool blessing. You'll spend a lot of time hanging out with your dad while I'm doing hair.
This verse always reminds me of your dad, "Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love." Ephesians 4:2
21 weeks and I've fallen in love with you.
Love,
Your Mom-a-tron
Today your dad replaced my radiator on my Jeep. Yeah, he can do that. He does all kinds of things. One day I came home and he tiled our entire kitchen. He's so gifted. I pray you are blessed with these gifts. My dad's just like this, too, so I'm sure you'll be blessed with such.
It was 81 degrees today. If only we could just go to the beach! We just chilled as he changed the radiator outside of our building. We own a pretty cool building that your dad is fixing up for us. He blesses homeless guys by giving them work in exchange for a little cash/food. He treats them fair and tells them about Jesus and prays for them. Yeah, your dad is that cool. We might live in the building with you or sell it. Whatever happens, happens. We would love to sell it and pay off debt and invest again but we'll see.
We waited on the water guy to come out to turn on our water since 8am. He finally came at 4. Kind of annoying, very annoying to your dad. The pups have fleas which bit me! Sorry if you have to listen to me itch and complain about flea bites. They are the best pups though. Not sure what they will think of you but you'll love them. They are so big and love us so much. Hampton always makes sure I'm ok. Brixton won't leave your pops sight. She's in love with him, I have to pry her away sometimes, ha.
Today has been such a good day. I love being around your dad. Even when he was working and busy and at time frustrated ; ) I just love him so much. You'll see why in a few months; well, comprehend it in a few years ; ) Tuesdays are my day off during the week. I do hair in case you've not figured that out yet. Its a really cool blessing. You'll spend a lot of time hanging out with your dad while I'm doing hair.
This verse always reminds me of your dad, "Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love." Ephesians 4:2
21 weeks and I've fallen in love with you.
Love,
Your Mom-a-tron
Monday, April 12, 2010
21 weeks
Ignatius Von Leitner,
Hey Iggy man ; ) You are sitting nicely in the tum today. We are 21 weeks along, half way there. Different publications seem to say you are the size of a spaghetti squash, whatever that means. We've not really gotten into the typical pregnancy stuff that's been tossed at us. You'll soon learn that about most things with your dad and I. Hope you don't mind, seems to work for us ; ) For some odd reason I've been into Joel Osteen and cereal on Sunday mornings. He made a good point this past Sunday quoting Acts 20:24, "None of these things move me." "I will not make a big deal out of anything that is not a big deal today." Trying not to let my hormones get the best of me right now since they seem to be creeping back up and remembering this verse.
I got to see you again this last Tuesday ; ) Pops missed it he had to work. Doc Lindsay says we are doing great. So far I've gained 16 pounds with you which hasn't been super friendly to my back but we'll get through it. You are so worth every ache and pain right now. We can't wait to see you and hold you. I especially can't wait for you to meet your father. He is the most amazing man. You will think he is so fun, strong, hard working, loving, grateful, ingenious, creative, and loves you more than anything. He is such an amazing spiritual leader. He has so much to teach you and I pray you are as stubborn as him. Haha just kidding ; )
So far we've had a really smooth ride other than having to pee every hour on the hour, back aches, clothes not fitting, being over emotional, and craving the moon. We've not been sick and for the most part I've heard we've had it really easy. This week I'm just doing hair and working at Standard. Daddy is working really hard on our building, our home, and Huffts architecture. He thinks he's going to build you a crib as well, we'll just see about that. We also have to fix my jeep this week. Hopefully by time you get here we will have a new car.
We wanted you to have a strong name. Your dad loved Iggy, so we agreed on Ignatius and will call you Iggy. We've never met an Iggy. Your dad also thinks you will surf. You have my Paw Paw's middle name just spelt a little different. He drove me to your dad on our wedding day. We felt it fit nicely together. It's in your blood to create, to play and love music, to lead and to love others, and to create new roads. You are our blessing from God. We will do everything in our power to protect you and keep you from harm's way. We love you more than the number of stars in the sky.
Love,
Your Mommy
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